Bleah...I am Really Really Really Tired...
Gah...job searching is hell. I really wish one of these jobs I've applied for would come through, and soon. I need money. I need a reliable car. I need to be out of other people's homes. I need some peace and quiet, so I can work on my comics. I need to be rid of the stress and all the negative energy that has been thrust on me, constantly, over the last few years.
In spite of all the troubles I have had, and continue to have, I am still feeling stronger today than I have in quite some time. You see, I've been busy "cutting strings," severing my connections to the psychic vampires who have been sucking out my life and replacing it with their own darkness. I'll have no more of it. May their evil bounce back on them and consume them, the way they've tried to consume me. I will not be "eliminated." I will not be pushed out. I will not disappear, simply because they are jealous of me. I will persevere, and I will win. I will succeed, in spite of all their machinations and attempts to destroy me, because I stand firmly in the light. I don't need to hide in the dark and throw stones from a distance, or through a proxy. Their natures require that they remain in deep shadow, never revealing their true faces to the world, and living an absolute lie, just so they can go on claiming to be mere innocent victims, instead of the manipulators and schemers and hatemongers they truly are. But they can't infect me with their darkness, any more. The strings have been cut.
Some of you, dear readers, know who and what I'm talking about. To those who do not, I apologize for ranting about something you may not even want to hear. But please bear with me a little. This is something I need to resolve, and I need to resolve it in a public way, so there's no doubt in anyone's minds about my own motivations and plans. Anyone who is interested in what I'm talking about can either hunt around on this site's forum and various others, or email me and ask. I'm not going to be posting any details about it, in this Chatterbox, so I can't be accused of doing what the others involved have already done.
Whew...it feels good to be untied! I'm going to make it, my friends, and I sincerely thank those of you who have stood by me and given me your support and your friendship. I do treasure you all! Such good people are hard to come by, on the internet or in the "real" world, and I am indeed blessed to have so many of the good ones as my readers and friends.
Doumo arigatou gozaimashita, minnasan!!
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Kaichi
